where do i belong?

When you’re in a room with full of people, they all laugh together and so did you.. but you feel empty in the heart..

When people were talking about this and that, and then they ask for your opinion.. no matter how hard you try to give your best answer and no matter how loud was their laughter.. you feel like an idiot and not becoming yourself..

When people were sharing stories about something that you can completely get it… but you’re mind was wandering to other places where you could have make better stories..

When someone mention a name and suddenly they’re burst in hysterical laughter, and you think that this name was soo.. nothing..

When you don’t know where to share your stories because you don’t know who on which side…

When its difficult for you to have discussion since it may get too sensitive and afraid that it will not fall in the right place for them…

When you can’t have intimate conversation because one only happened after a heavy drink…

When suddenly you miss all of your old buddies…

Dear, you’re just don't belong there...